The psalmist

This book is a must read. Its not just a mere self help book. It speaks truth.  For those who need to know what life is all about...grab this book & open up your heart to changes!

I have been feeling a little bit under the weather for the past 2 days. Maybe it is the weather? It was quite hot. Or maybe its my hormones?? Yah...blame it on that. Then again it could be 'cause my 'best friend' dropped by to visit me today. I'm not one who likes to shift blame. I guess what I'm trying to say is, I've got to put my attitude in check. So buck Jezzy!! Buck up! Be angry but do not sin. That's what the Ultimate Good Book says. For those who got the wrath of Jezzy, I extend my sincere apology. Do I hear the "Too late to Apologize" song playing in the background. Har..har!

Just got back from Prayer Meeting (PM). It was quite unusual tonight 'coz there were more than the usual number of people. Felt very encourage & I hope next week, more will come & join us to pray. I have this deep sense that God is drawing His people to draw near unto Him. & that its a time for cleansing. I can't wait for the cleansing streams seminar. I need a spiritual overhaul...big time!

I used to suffer from dry, flaky & redness on my face. I've tried high end products that work and surprisingly, some doesn't. Skin care products from La' Peau of Switzerland is a definite recommendation for those who have my skin problems. But be prepared to spend RM800 -RM1,200 for the full range products. Yup! It will hurt your wallet for sure! I've tried a product from one of those reputable MLM company, which cost me RM800+. To think that expensive products are suppose to work. Unfortunately, it did not & it made me even more worst. Not only did my wallet burn to smithereens, but my face was burnt along with it! Now that times are hard, I had to downgrade myself. I tried the really cheap products from Evergreen Soft. Nope...this product does not work at all. I've tried ZA. Now this one is not too bad. Its good for those who have oily & sensitive skin. Its not too scented & not too strong that it'll give you a tingy feeling on your skin. The

Received a call from a sales rep from First Choice Club regarding their club privileges & benefits. I could have snubbed them like most of my peers, but no, me being the nice me, has to submit to the code of courtesy. When the sales rep posted the offer to me, I gave him a sweet decline. I thought he'll stop there but he started to ask personal questions like "Are you married?" "When did you started practicing" which I find as irrelevant in selling a club card. But no, again, me being the nice me, graciously answered each question in truth ('cause I know most people would cook up a story, but I can't). When asked why I wouldn't purchase the card, I just told him that what they're selling does not fit my lifestyle, 'cause I'm not an avid traveler & I don't dine in the hotel restaurants on a frequent basis. Anyway...when he commented that I should 'get out of my shell', that is when the vocal part of me came out. No. 1,

I've been forgetful for the past 2 days. Yesterday, I forgot that I put my book on the roof of my car while loading my guitar into the car. Only realized that I did not put the book in the car when I reached home. I check the roof of my car...like as if the laws of physics won't be functioning that day. Thank God pastor saw a book lying on the road just before the flyover. & yes...he did thought it was strange & that the book looks like the workbook for our seminar. Oopsie..Anyway, I quickly drove to that spot & true enough, my book was there. Well, the book shall be cherished most among all books which I have read...of course because of my 'I don't know where I put my brain' moment & also there's a tyre print on one of the pages of the book. Hehe... Oh yeah..was cooking my cat's food just now. I forgot to check the stove. I just remembered that the stove was on after 45minutes. I quickly went to the kitchen to check and I found smoke coming

Today is really a full day for me. At 10a.m., had to be at the Advocates Association AGM. There were a lot of drama going on, which is the first ever. I left the meeting at 1p.m. after knowing who is holding the post for President & Vice President. /Was too hungry to stick around. I congratulate the successful candidates. I hope to see the promises fulfilled in the coming year k. As for those who did not succeed, I just want to acknowledge them as well because of their willingness to make themselves available for the AA. Nevermind, there is always the next round. At about 3p.m., went out with Mona. Thought that I was supposed to give my consultation to a prospective client, but turned out that she 'kidnapped' me so that I could help her buy 'kuih' for her mum's high tea birthday. What lah...Of course I enjoyed myself needless to say. But my mum bomb me because she expects me to be at home to send my sibs & cook dinner for them. Aiyo. Sorryla. Didn't know

I thought I was going to spend my Saturday at the office...doing research & preparing my submission. Have a quiet time alone..which I can't have 'cause there's a lot of people in my house. Sigh! But no..My old friend called me up & asked me to attend the Advocates Association AGM tomorrow. After hearing what he has to say, I decided to go for the meeting. It was promised that if elected, there will be change. See, I like that word. Change. So that's why I'm forgoing my 'me time' for tomorrow's AGM which I hope would be fruitful in the long run. This meeting better be good. The committee better keep their act together or else....there's no point for me to attend the next round. I even intend to stop my membership...yeah.

Went swimming at the Waterpark today with Barbie. Believe me or not, after all these years staying in Kuching, this is my first time visit to Waterpark. Haha!! KMC swimming pool was the 1st official place where I learnt how to swim. (Hmm... maybe it was the river at Stass?? Can't remember..) Anyway, I'm quite impressed with the pool. Quite big & its a presentable place. I did 10 laps & I'm proud that I did it!! Need to keep up or else my unlovely bulges will continue to bulge even much more. Yes, discipline. I need that...especially when it comes to exercise & eating. The moment I hit the water, I felt the calmness & soothing powers of the water. That's the best thing about swimming. Water works wonders I tell you. God, the Creator, is really awesome for creating this element. It is truly a blessing!!

Was quite shock to hear a fellow Dayak passing comments on another Dayak saying that he/she is hopeless, etc, etc. Just because you got the offshore job, you think that you're so great? Hello...remember where you came from la. I identify with Tun Mahathir when he said "Melayu mudah lupa." Except in my case, "Dayak mudah lupa". I was so glad when that fellow Dayak nailed the offshore job. My family & I were saddened when he lost his baby. We were so proud of him when he was out of job and decided to tap rubber. Honestly, we were b'cause there is nothing wrong with tapping rubber. After all, it pays off the bill. I wonder why this Dayak 'brother' of mine is so 'mulut masin?' Working offshore is dangerous. Its subject to the elements which is under God's control. My advise to anyone who made it in life. Be humble & give back to society. Remember, God resist the proud but lifts up the humble.

At last....I finished my latest song! Am so pleased ... But of course, it's God who led me all the way. I got the tune to "Bangkitlah" in the middle of the night (5.10.2008). That night, I couldn't really sleep. I sensed that I should pray but I ignored my instincts. I remembered I receive a tune while sleeping. & in the midst of a deep sleep, a spirit of heaviness suddenly fell upon me like never before. It happened twice & it was overwhelming. Thank God for His divine intervention..I was liberated after that. The next day, I woke up remembering the attack. I only realized that God gave me a tune around11+a.m. It turned out that the attack was a plot by the enemy to distract me, so that I don't remember the tune that God had given me. After lunch, I decided to work on the music arrangements & the lyrics. And at night, I finished writing it & "Bangkitlah" was materialized. Usually my songs are in English. But I believe that God wants thi

I love that quote from the wise Butler of Batman (Dark Night), "It is darkest before the dawn." I identify with the quote because I am a believer that before there can be peace, there has to be a war. Before liberation comes, there must be a struggle. Whatever struggles that we face in life, be it a bad habit that needs to be broken or work that requires much 'blood, sweat & tears' so to speak, let us find encouragement that enduring the labor pains would inevitably lead us to victory. I wrote a song called "God Arise in me" when I was in the pit of my distress. Here are the lyrics & I hope it'll bring encouragement to your life: When I feel the darkness rising against me, When I see the storm that is coming towards me, Though I feel afraid I know God will cover me, His Promise is true, He'll carry me through my years I give my life, I give my heart, In You alone I will abide, God arise, God arise in me, I place my plans into Your Hands, I

My Bible. This is my lamp, my compass, my weapon & my shield. Without it, I'd be lost. My journal. Its where I pour out my heart's content. I also write my personal testimonies in there. Whatever revelation or dreams that I receive, I'll jot them down. See the guitar? That's my accoustic guitar. My precious Seagull guitar. When I compose my songs, I must have my guitar, pen & paper in my hand. I love the sound coming out of it. It produces a warm sound. Ahh...the keyboard. How I long to have one!! I want a KORG. I love the old version, i.e. the M3. Unfortunately, its no longer in production. Yala...M3 is like PC pentium 3. Like the computer, keyboards upgrade as well. This is my wish list. I love music. Duh...Rock music in particular. Sadly, I've grown a little milder. 'Cause I can't take the screaming anymore. I mean...bands like 'I killed the prom queen'?? How to enjoy such music? However, their music arrangement is pretty ironic though..

Just got back from Raya visiting. Didn't expect to go visiting at all for the 1st day. But Chris got an invite at about 8:55a.m. So I'm, not stuck at home after all! I'm glad that we had an invite and we went out visiting. If not, I'll really feel that something is amiss today. Selamat Hari Raya to everyone!