The psalmist

I can't believe it! I have always reminded myself that no matter how long I remain as a single lady, I should not be a disgruntled single, ranting about 'being careful with whom we marry' or 'there's not many good men out there'...telling of real life story of married women ended in divorce because they didn't take time to know their ex well...hence, giving others the picture that I am a disgruntled single lady, too paranoid over the divorce cases which she has heard of and worst, having handled divorce cases as well. Nope, we singles ought not to live this way. Its hard though. Especially when thrown the question: "so, when is your turn?" Seriously? I've ran out of ideas on how to answer. Oh God, grant me the grace to cope with the person or persons who will ask me this question again in the future. Now, I shall try again to be as grace and gracious as can be. God brace me!

I grew up in a mainline church(not gonna mention names for due respect), where the service consist of leaders donning their religious robes, the only music accompaniment was the organ. Stand when the leader stands, kneel, when you are instructed to kneel. From birth to my early teen, that was how I was raised. I loved Sunday school though..the action songs like J-O-Y that is down in my heart, doing coloring of the picture of David v. Goliath...but when I turned 12 I had to transfer to the main service and it was not like Sunday school at all. It was more sombre. Like I've mentioned, kneel, when you're told to. Stand, when you're told to stand. I grew up this way until I was about 13. What has been going on in my mind during my early years was: Why is the Bible story that I read & heard does not match what is happening in my church today? Where's the power? I was so into 'the power' when I was young. I mean, how would I not be, being a person who loves ac